Heyya guys, here is a 98's song.. This is really really a nice song, inspiring, and encouraging, especially for girl out there who's trying to leave a lover behind, who is trying to forget someone. Hate him but love & miss him for sure. *realdamnhard*

And when you watch the music-video where the gloomy atmosphere is built perfectly with the rain, alone, and grey-tone. Perfecto.

Ok, so, this is the lyric :

Emilia - Big Big World

Chorus:
I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much...
I can see the first leaves falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside
  Chorus
Outside it's no raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end
  Chorus
I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes......
Your gone
  Chorus (twice)


Just hit this link if you wanna hear it :)

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Here is a song I looove so much.. It feels so peaceful when i hear this song. It's in Norah Jones Features Album. She sings it with Foo Fighters.. What a perfect Jazz melody.. :)

Norah Jones featuring Foo Fighters - Virginia Moon

Dearest constellation
Heaven surrounding you
Stay there soft and blue
Virginia Moon
I wait for you tonight

Sweetest invitation
Breaking the day in two
Feeling like I do
Virginia Moon

I wait for you tonight
And now (uh) shades become shadows in your lights
In the morning when we're through
And tomorrow rescues you
I will say goodnight

Secret fascination
Whisper a quiet tune
Hear me calling you
Virginia Moon

I wait for you tonight
And now (uh) shades become shadows in your lights
In the morning when we're through
And tomorrow rescues you
I will say goodnight
I wait for you tonight
And now (uh) shades become shadows in your lights
In the morning when we're through
And tomorrow rescues you
I will say goodnight

If you wanna hear it, just hit this Norah Jones Feat.Foo Fighters - Virginia Moon.

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"The most difficult phase in life is not when no one understands you, it is when you don't understand yourself" -@ihatequotes-

Indeed. When the world not understands me, I would say 'who cares!'. But what am I supposed to say when me myself don't understand me? Don't know what I'm suppose to do when I don't have an answer to myself. I've always been so not like this.

Usually when i find what I want, then i'll try hard to take it, no matter what will i be dealling with, no matter what will it take, i'll catch it.

But lately, I am far from that..I only take a look at it and leave it. That's it.

*whatthehellisthat??*

But, somehow I feel so comfortable by watching it only..

Should I just enjoy it for this moment? I guess so...

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*singing*

Bruno Mars - Grenade

Easy come, easy go

That's just how you live, oh

Take, take, take it all
But you never give
Should've known you was trouble
From the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open

Why were they open?

[Bridge]
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love
Is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand
Is

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911 - The Day We Find Love

Isn't the first time, won't be the last time

Don't you worry, I don't mean to make you sad

My tears will soon be over

With your conscience clear for a new life ahead

Don't be sorry, I really need to hear the truth
The only thing I'm asking, 'cause I need you to

Remember me as the only one who sets you free
Maybe time alone will make you see
How deep our love could be
No, it's never too late

Chorus:
'Cause I know this isn't the first time
Won't be the last time
I surrender my soul 'cause you're always
Keeping me waiting,
Anticipating the day we find love once again

I won't give up while there's a glimmer of a chance
A dream that's never ending
Inviting love and a perfect romance
A burning passion, oh, baby, you're my destiny
But the message I'm receiving is you're through with me

But I'll be there even though you tell me you don't care, no, no
How could you forget the times we shared?
Don't throw our love away
You know it's never too late

Repeat Chorus

Ooh, remember me as the only one who sets you free
Maybe time alone will make you see how deep our love could be
No, it's never too late, no, no, no, no
Repeat Chorus to fade


Been playing this song for a day..hmmm reminiscing my 'aqua-age' :))
Remember the day i found loves on that day..ahahaha...

Wanna try to hear this lovely song, just hit this link 911 - The day we find love

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Dream Theater - I walk beside you

There's a story in your eyes

I can see the hurt behind your smile

For every sign I recognize

Another one escapes me



Let me know what plagues your mind

Let me be the one to know you best

Dream Theater

Be the one to hold you up

When you feel like you're sinking

Tell me once again

What's beneath the pain you're feeling

Don't abandon me

Or think you can't be saved

I walk beside you

Wherever you are

Whatever it takes

No matter how far

Through all that may come

And all that may go

I walk beside you

I walk beside you

Summon up your ghosts for me
Rest your tired thoughts upon my hand
Step inside the sacred place

This song is in this Octavarium album

When all your dreams seem broken

Resonate inside this temple
Let me be the one who understands
Be the one to carry you
When you can walk no further

Tell me once again
What's below the surface bleeding
If you've lost your way
I will take you in

I walk beside you
Wherever you are
Whatever it takes
No matter how far

Through all that may come
And all that may go
I walk beside you
I walk beside you

Oh when everything is wrong
Oh when hopelessness surrounds you
Oh the sun will rise again
The tide you swim against will carry you back home
So don't give up
Don't give in

I walk beside you
Wherever you are
Whatever it takes
No matter how far

Through all that may come
And all that may go
I walk beside you
I walk beside you

 Heyya, here's one of my my favorite song from Dream Theater..Love its sound, its beat, the sound of the ticking clock, and i love the lyrics  ::There's a story in your eyes, I can see the hurt behind your smile::  this part caught me so well.. :)

Hít this link if ,maybe, you're curious with this great song, u'll love it :)
Dream Theater - I walk beside you

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Been distracting with question about what i'll be doing on New Year's Eve..yes NEW YEAR..6 days ahead and i dont even have any plan in my head..*sigh*

Is it maybe i am not really a New Year's people? I mean, i usually not celebrate the New Years thing..Why? Well, i have this thought about that day, there'll always be a massive traffic jam all around this sin city we called Jakarta. So, why would i waste my time celebrating this new year's eve in those boring traffic jam anyway?? Or should i celebrate it on road while enjoying the traffic jam? Oh please, i won't choose it of course..That's why i always watch the year changes by watching movies at home with snacks, potatoes, popcorn, some friends maybe everywhere..that's more interesting i guess :))

Okay, so, why should i do then? #looking stupidly at the ceiling..
Should i need one? =,=

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Sore - Karolina

Making love to you is like a dream to me
Having you beside me is a fantasy

I've been reaching for a star, trying to catch that morning sun...

I long for you, my lady in the night...
Sight by sight, i see you walk into my life
Would I ever be beside you, please my love
Stormy wind blows with the night
Hope I'll never lose the sight...
I love you, my lady in the night...
I'll lead you to my life, through the finest hour of my life.
You my light, guiding me, through the darkest of my life.
I'll never feel so ever, feel so high.. Through the summer sunshine of our love...


Sore - An Indonesian Jazz Band



There are memories i've made with this song with someone in situation i'd love to go back but i couldn't *sigh*

Such a bittersweet feeling suddenly grows in the center of my body everytime i hear this song, don't really like it though.. i feel like i'd rather stop that music player, but when i hear the rhyme, i suddenly paralyzed and finally just go on listen to the song.. Great song ever have made me feel like this.

Just hit the link to listen to this great jazzy song :)) sore - karolina

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